[03 Jul 2012|12:32am] new journal friends only tell me who you are 37 comments|post comment

[06 Aug 2008|09:24pm] For as long as I could remember I would have these dreams that I'm on the coastline and these giant tidal waves and tsunamis are approaching. Sometimes I'm in a high building watching them through glass. Sometimes I am laying on the beach and I have to hold my breath and hope not to die as they crash on me. They're the biggest, most frightening waves you can imagine, you could never run fast enough from them. They reoccur often. Tidal waves or tsunamis suggest that you may be in a period of emotional upheaval. Anxiety, stress, and unconscious materials may be coming to the surface and affecting your daily moods. Giant tidal waves from your dream may be symbolic of current emotional unhappiness and psychological stress that may be threatening to destroy or uproot you. The outcome of this dream could reveal to you how much strength you have to "ride out" this storm. If you are not consumed, or you survived the tidal waves of your dream, be assured that you will survive the challenges of life and living. 1 comment|post comment

tattoo updatez [18 Nov 2007|03:09pm] my birthday was awesome. i worked on my sleeve! ( shadddyy ) 5 comments|post comment

[02 May 2007|10:55am] no seriously. i fucking love food poisoning. I WILL NEVER EAT AGAIN. post comment

[19 Apr 2007|01:49pm] life is weird. i'm pretty uh, happy though. 1 comment|post comment

[11 Mar 2007|07:04pm] It's finally getting warmer and I am really really happy about that. I miss laying in the grass and playing frisbee in the park. I miss long beach trips and sand sticking to my legs in the car. I miss staying up late, outside, because it is warm enough to do so. I miss not missing things so much. And then I think about it. There are only so many of those summers I am going to be able to have. ... my god I dont want to grow up. 4 comments|post comment

[01 Mar 2007|05:37pm] this is absurd. i deserve to be treated so much better. somethings gotta change. and time is running out. post comment

[19 Feb 2007|11:55pm] sometimes, i just don't feel real. the situations i am dealing with aren't real. the people in my life aren't real. and i'm just looking at everything from the outside. 1 comment|post comment

[18 Jan 2007|06:32pm] i don't know if you've ever had a dream so awful that it felt so good to wake up. but i used to have the same nightmare every night, and when i woke up, everything felt perfect because it wasn't real and i could go about my waking life safe and happy. then i have the dream again, but this time i don't wake up, because its actually happening. post comment

[17 Dec 2006|06:50pm] sometimes i wish there was more than 24 hours in a day i dont feel like i have enough time to do what i have to do i just hope the next couple months fold together nicely and everything works out okay ::crosses fingers:: post comment

[07 Dec 2006|08:14pm] someone lend me $2500 post comment

[19 Oct 2006|09:22pm] ( fall ) 3 comments|post comment

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